People aren't always what they seem...

Dear faithful readers,

 I have some advice to give you. I think most of you probably already know this, but I will tell you anyway, just in case.

People aren't always what they seem.

That is all I will say.

This doesn't really have anything to do with anyone in particular, if you were curious. 

Just something I have learned in my mere 5 weeks of college.

I went stargazing with some of my friends in a canyon in the mountains last night. It was gorgeous. Really really gorgeous. I loved it. And I love my friends. :) 

Harry Potter was wonderful! There is a part of my soul that has been clenched since I started watching those movies however many years ago (I've never read the books, you see) and now that I've FINALLY seen the end, it has finally un-clenched. I feel so good now. WHEW.

Here is what I just ate for breakfast:

Trix cereal and sour gummy worms.
So healthy.
Oh yeah, I had breakfast at noon.

Gosh I love college.

Here is what  I don't like: 

I have a paper due and a midterm exam on Monday. 

I AM FREAKING OUT.

Also, here is what I have learned lately: 

I am very VERY impatient. With everything. People, school, food, sleep, having fun. Everything.

I need to figure out a way to change that or it might just mess up my whole life. I hope not. But it COULD.

Now that I'm used to college...I think I want to go home for awhile. I mean, it's awesome here and everything, but I just miss everything being sure and familiar. Sometimes I just want to NOT have to worry about everything. I miss having a summer. 

Don't get me wrong, I'm glad I did summer term and everything, but I am tired. And I need a real break. One that is more than just sleeping until noon on Saturday and doing nothing. Especially since I actually have to do things today...:/

Here is all I want:

Someone to hold hands with on campus. Just cause I think that's cute.

To not have a midterm

To not have to write my paper

To be able to follow my heart and do what I want.

Does this sound depressing? A little bit.

Is it really? No, it's just me learning about myself. It's good really. 

So, off to the library to write my paper.

It'll be good for me.

SWEET SUCCESS!...

Okay everyone, I had a HUGE triumph!!

For those of you who can't really read that (it's kind of tiny):

I GOT A 94% ON MY FIRST COLLEGE PAPER!!

WHOOOOO HOOOOOO!!!! :)

Why, yes, that IS a lot of exclamation points. I am quite excited about this. It's KIND OF a huge deal :)

So now I will reward myself by...writing another paper. That is due tomorrow. 

But I just had to tell you all about my triumph! I knew I was smart. 

TOLD YOU :)

Look how excited I am:

SO EXCITED :) 

Okay enough boasting.

I have listened to this song on repeat for the last 20 minutes. I just love it!

Go T-Sweezy. What a lovely lady. 

Also that library reminds me of Hogwarts....hmmmm which reminds me:

HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 2 COMES OUT TOMORROW NIGHT!!

Holy MOLY I am so excited for that too!!

But I'm going on FRIDAY night...not Thursday. 

My sister and my roommate are going at midnight on Thursday which means they are going to tell me all about it....but I can't hear it!! Ahhh I'm so mad. But a boy bought my ticket :) SO...is that a date? I don't really know...hmmmm I guess we'll see.

I got asked to go to the semi-formal Black and White Masquerade this Saturday by a boy named Jeff. :) He is sweet and funny and nice. And we will have fun. I am going to wear my black sequin dress...so it will be marvelous regardless of how the dance actually goes.I love that dress.

Here's the bummer: I have midterms this weekend. Which I am NOT excited for. At all. I am really nervous actually...I have never taken a midterm before!! I'm flipping out. Whew. Deep breaths. DEEP breaths. 

This is what I need to know, in case you are interested in seeing what is on a Book of Mormon midterm exam. I think it's kind of interesting. 

Here it goes. The studying begins now!

So yeah, wish me luck everyone! Pray that I do as well on my midterm as I did on my paper!

Gosh I am so excited about that :) 

I know this post has a LOT of pictures and videos and such...so I hope it didn't overwhelm you.

Do you, my small herd of readers, like or dislike when I put a bazillion pictures and videos? Hmmm I wonder. Personally, I like when blogs have pictures. They make me happy. But I'm a visual person. So maybe that's just me.

Anyway, enough of that thought.

I NEED TO GO STUDY MY BUNS OFF NOW. 

TTFN