People aren't always what they seem...

Dear faithful readers,

 I have some advice to give you. I think most of you probably already know this, but I will tell you anyway, just in case.

People aren't always what they seem.

That is all I will say.

This doesn't really have anything to do with anyone in particular, if you were curious. 

Just something I have learned in my mere 5 weeks of college.

I went stargazing with some of my friends in a canyon in the mountains last night. It was gorgeous. Really really gorgeous. I loved it. And I love my friends. :) 

Harry Potter was wonderful! There is a part of my soul that has been clenched since I started watching those movies however many years ago (I've never read the books, you see) and now that I've FINALLY seen the end, it has finally un-clenched. I feel so good now. WHEW.

Here is what I just ate for breakfast:

Trix cereal and sour gummy worms.
So healthy.
Oh yeah, I had breakfast at noon.

Gosh I love college.

Here is what  I don't like: 

I have a paper due and a midterm exam on Monday. 

I AM FREAKING OUT.

Also, here is what I have learned lately: 

I am very VERY impatient. With everything. People, school, food, sleep, having fun. Everything.

I need to figure out a way to change that or it might just mess up my whole life. I hope not. But it COULD.

Now that I'm used to college...I think I want to go home for awhile. I mean, it's awesome here and everything, but I just miss everything being sure and familiar. Sometimes I just want to NOT have to worry about everything. I miss having a summer. 

Don't get me wrong, I'm glad I did summer term and everything, but I am tired. And I need a real break. One that is more than just sleeping until noon on Saturday and doing nothing. Especially since I actually have to do things today...:/

Here is all I want:

Someone to hold hands with on campus. Just cause I think that's cute.

To not have a midterm

To not have to write my paper

To be able to follow my heart and do what I want.

Does this sound depressing? A little bit.

Is it really? No, it's just me learning about myself. It's good really. 

So, off to the library to write my paper.

It'll be good for me.